Topic: lazy thoughts
liver shunt finally worn me down...
when mummy saw me in a depressed state- not eating, not drinking, she send me to the best vet she knows, dr. jean- paul lye of animal recovery centre (balestier).
he did an ultra sound for me & decided to keep me for 24hours in the hospital. he told mummy that my liver has shrunk to 1/3 of its normal size.
because my liver has not been functioning properly, i have toxins in my body, & that there are alot fluid in my stomach that i cannot dispel.
i have no appetite to eat, drink & be happy. i'm to weak to even stand. but i know everybody is worried about me. i'm now on herbal medications, on I.V & various de-tox medications...
i hope i'll be able to growl at yoyo again,take walks in tampines park with mummy & granny, go fishing with uncle jeff & auntie ruth,taking my naps with uncle james.
but the most important thing is that i know i lived my life fully during the past 5 years...from sydney to singapore, from mummy to my extended families...life has been good to me!
may beings never have the karmic cause to be reborn in the animal realm. if they are born there, may they have freedom, clear mind & wisdom. may they be also able to obtain food & drinks effortlessly. may they have happiness. may the animal realm be transformed into realm of bliss.
Posted by terror-twins
at 00:52 JST
Updated: Saturday, 25 October 2008 02:04 JST